the mission is what matters... surprisingly this line from "Buffy, the Vampire Slayer" will be my credo from now on... and for the most part my life has been about a mission outside of myself... i move from once country to another, one city to another, one lifestyle to another, one relationship to another because of the 'mission'...

instilled in my breakfast & bedtime stories, applied in my youth & yearly reflections, and realized in my awkward & adventurous adolescence, there's no way i will only meet 5 people on my way to heaven. i want to meet more... i want to meet my kindred spirits, my kind strangers, my soul mates, my acquaintances, my old & new loves, my mentors, my proteges, my inspirations, my benefactors... i want to meet my Creator. and then i will give thanks... and shower the world with light once again... like i'm doing now.

the mission is what matters... what matters is YOU.

p.s. i have a new blog that contains my old xanga posts, with some updates...