gray... 'people screw themselves over' according to a girl i met recently... whether i perceive her motto to be somewhat drastic or not why DO we place suffering on ourselves as if it's necessary for our very existence?... i like to observe human behaviour and sometimes i might just blog about it... (my own behaviour is NOT subject to my own scrutiny, at least not by my biased opinions... it might be gray when it comes to me... my friends already do that very well, thank you!)... but right now i have a massive headache and i need to lie down... *pain*